What the point!

Luqemann and I.

Morning a phone call wake me up! OMG! Is Mr Tan.st(my secondary school form teacher). he ask about my result, and talk about some other thing. I will work hard, i want go higher nitec. He talk me that next year july is BPGHS 50th Anniversary, each person 60buck. i was like thinking, go there eat GOLD ah and without air-condition? Prom night also not so expensive and still have air-condition. He said if he never call me, i will scold like hell. I was like OMG how you know ah. Laugh. went watch youtube's video, nearly fall asleep. about three i went have a nap. five shihui came my place and went down to lotone. we(shihui,anna and I) bought roses and a bear for haizum's birthday. we buy thing to eat first, after that we saw shihao too. take bus down to haizum's birthday BBQ. went have some food and took some photo also cut cake. nine at there watch The Ultimatum at guangrui's china phone. connie, benjamin, chunyong, dennis and guangxiong finally came. after the BBQ, Chunyong, shihui, connie ,benjamin and i went Sunshine place have their supper. chunyong and shihui went back home. went connie house downstairs, cynthia came and after awhile went vanessa's place. at there have some talk, don't feel like stay so late so i ask my brother come fetch me. reach home about morning four plus? :DD
i dare to say i still miss him, will be more happy if he dump me but is MIA. MIA=No hope!

Happy Birthday to Haizum and Chude :D

My Life Would Suck Without You

I have a weird dream. Omg! how can i have that kind of dream! Bad heart ah! LOll.
Wake up i think someone again, deleted. i went make my own breakfast, it burger with chicken and cheese. As the drink is Marigold soya milk. i saw this article about 'Jackson children's heartbreak', i felt so sad.
http://entertainment.sg.msn.com/Celebrity-Gossip/article.aspx?cp-documentid=3415573 . (click). i saw someone listen to this song and i go try listen. OMG! This song is nice, i do love it! the song is My life would suck without you. i wanted to find the MV and i also not sure the video i found is the MV?(who's know?) Enjoy the video and music video alright :D seven went meet kenny and he really look like Chude. The feeling he give me and the action is totally alike with Mchude. went meet his friends, 9.30pm went for my Transformers: Revenge Of The Fallen (2009) at lotone. Transformers: Revenge Of The Fallen is a geart show, i love it! (Nice) the next movie i feel like watching is 20th Century Boys 2:DDD i fill up empty brain with movie Transformers: Revenge Of The Fallen image as you guy know i just deleted my memory right?:)

I fell in love with this song.
Kelly Clarkson - My Life Would Suck Without You

Can't feel the sweet taste.

Saturday, 27 June 2009

Last night, lying on the bed. I can't sleep and think about the thing happen few week ago. I do miss it. feel like ....
Morning wake up have my breakfast. four plus take a free bus to Jurong point(boonlay) and take another bus to daddy's working place help out. about one then reach home. at there watch Red Cliff 2 with daddy.

Sunday, 28 June 2009

Morning wake up eat bread as my breakfast! LOllll. watch television show. online, i think i will go youtube and see video:DD later going help out at daddy's work place. (Tired). i feel like going for a korean language course or english course(my english too lousy)

I know but i don't want to understand!

Morning wake up eat my breakfast and accompany mummy to watch television show. I paint my nail, quite nice. I look better when you look from far :D I really feel like wathcing movie! I need to watch a movie! Online computer, went Youtube watch some video. I saw one MV, I really like it and i cried! So touching. i guess i will just spend my friday at home. as ppls keeping rejecting me, for movie! I Super Sad ah!

古巨基 - 情歌王 （勁歌金曲2）[KTV] 十二分钟 完整版
This video very touching! I cried!

I miss the days i spent with you!

Today i spent my afternoon just watching the video in Youtube.
I enjoy watching Youtube :DDDDD
Six plus i went shower and faster went down to have my yoga lesson. after lesson accompany connie to wait for benjamin to come. i bought a chocolate muffin from Seven-Eleven(7-11). It nice, i love muffins! i going to learn how to have muffins! wait for awhile and benjamin came. we slacked over there, i feel so emo! after that vanessa and vincent came too. eleven i went back home first and they contiune slacking.

Ps.I feel very sad! i miss it! Emooooooo :D I still want to say i love you.

No point but i still thinking about it(you).

About one like that i wake up have my breakfast, watch video at youtube :D
Went prepare, take bus to control station meet up with connie, benjamin, tingjun, junwei, zhiwei, meizhu, chunyong and guangrui for Dennis's BBQ! Dennis organise it just for us! we take train down bishan, on the way guangxiong meet with us too. reached bishan, we take bus down dennis's place. we open the open ourselves, as they are still sleeping! we went to check our result, i got GPA 2.6! (Oh My God!) So low, how can it be! went in and played game, tingjun teach us the game. i think is Kola and Bear! LOlllll. The game is very childish but it really quite fun! i think we do enjoy it. six plus we went down to the BBQ there and finally cynthia, xiner and vanessa came. ( really quite lazy to write in details) went up to dennis's place with dennis, chunyong, xiner, cynthia, and vanessa. slacked awhile and we went down. i bought Cheese fries(nice). we play Black Jack and i play as a banker. OMG! i lose about 20 buck! we eat and took quite alot photo. See those couples make me so emo! ten plus went all went back to dennis's place as cynthia and vanessa went somewhere else. eleven we take bus, and train back to choachukang. junwei, guangrui and tingjun are bad guy! I really want to watch transformers revenge of the fallen, who want to watch with me? my face very wierd!(tired face, shag). i going to watch LeeMinHo and some other video in Youtube!

第一次有那么强烈的感觉 :D

Wake up about one, thinking of going swimming but i didn't. went shower, came out and have my breakfast. start to watch television show and about five went prepare my own dinner. watch youtube's video and found some nice show. going to watch 'My So Called Love' and [L.O.V.E] - 爱到底 in youtube. today have nothing much to say, sorry my reader.

One sentence I miss you.
我是第一次有那么强烈的感觉。：）

Fahrenheit's 留下來 (Stay With Me) MV
The cookies very cute :D
I LOVE THE SMILE :)
Quite touching.

I left no power?

Wake up around nine, went prepare myself for my swimming session. Make myself a tuna bread and Marigold soya milk(cool). the sky look like it going to rain but after i eat finish my tuna bread then the sky is clear. when going down to the swimming pool i realise i didn't bring my goggles!(again) how can i be so forgetful! i swim less than 30 minutes! you know why? Because heard the sound of thunder. went shower and walk back home. back home, i start lying on my bed and after that i fall asleep. wake up about one, as i wanted to use the computer. i dream of something very weird. LOL! i eat chicken rice again for my lunch. i will definitely spend my day at home, unless someone ask me out :D when i cut the apple, i suddenly feel that no point living in this world! Why i have this kind of feeling? OMG! When our drinking lesson? i do miss it.




I still I still I really still do...
lost all my memories, how can i ?
AHHH! I can't change anything. i feel more pain with tear.
i tear roll down very easily because of you but i wasn't your fault.
i will control my precious tear, now i should left no more tear and no more pain!
after few week i think i will be fine. i can't even see a little light.
i feel very tired, don't know why i have that feeling. Sigh!

Good night message.

Last night i done this quiz at http://www.quizbox.com/horoscopes/horoscope2.aspx.
Virgo (24 August - 22 September)

Traditional Virgo Traits
Modest and shy
Meticulous and reliable
Practical and diligent
Intelligent and analytical
Fussy and a worrier
Overcritical and harsh
Perfectionist and conservative
Interests
Teaching, money management, journalism, cooking, health, diet, massage healing and textiles
Suitable Careers
Secretary, analytical scientist, statistician, gardener, accountant, teacher, inspector, crafts person, school lunch worker, dental hygienist.


Happy Father's Day!


Last night i received a Good Night message from Sjh, Happy :D
Morning wake up eat my breakfast and drink marigold fresh soya milk!( reduce sugar)
Later going help out at Daddy's workplace as today is father's day.


OMG! My holiday is finishing soon, left two more monday, two more tuesday, two more wednesday, two more thursday, two more friday, two more saturday and two more sunday before school reopen :D

Oh My DARLING.
DARLING.DARLING.DARLING.DARLING.
DARLING.DARLING.DARLING.DARLING.
( Day Dreaming )

i should accept it?

Today Sjh msn talk to me. i feel very happy! My heart nearly pop out! after telling me those thing i didn't drop my tear but i feel very pain! i don't understand but i finally know how it feel when people say we are not suit! why don't know how to say, i really want to do. In the end we are still friend. This is want i have to accept! Like what i said before i know you won't be to my side but i always hope. i know you won't! thank you, iloveyou. i will try to control my tear!

I use to be a girl that let go thing very easily, this time i already don't feel like but i have to! So let this be the last time for me to say ILoveYou to Sjh. Unless you one be back then won't be the last time:D(think too much!) Smile :)


Later going to help out at daddy's workplace.


Just one last dance, i love this song :DDD

Damage my lungs!

BITCH?

So long nv touch my photoshop already! today went in edit some picture:D

Nothing to do so i went,
http://www.quizbox.com/ and do some quiz! :DD

If your birthday is on the 14th day of the month
You are so confident that sometimes you forget about the people around you. If you have to be in one of the two teams, you will choose to be in the winning team. On the other hand, you are kind and caring but above all, you care for your own benefits. Your imagination is unique and often gets implemented shortly after it comes across.
Your Love
You will not get soft with the one you don't really like, no matter how hard he/she tries. But once you feel for someone you have chosen, there's no getting back.

I think quite true:) LOlllllll.

Today waited for daddy come back home as i need to accompany him at home. three plus daddy is back and he went sleep. five went sunshine place takeaway chicken rice. i eat until very full! six take bus to cck platform meet shihui as she reach there earlier. meet anna too, went to haji lane, have some drink with some Canadian and anna's friend two of their friend. today i suddenly feel tiger beer is better then henineken, i think is because the drink cold! my face is very weird today! about ten we left the place, train back to cck with shihui, anna and zhicao. I just ruin everything alright. i love being myself, should i change? LOllllll. if really like the person go ahead, don't at there blame people! maybe i all my fault? Sigh! and i didn't speak english is because my english suck! i don't mean it!

Deleted you and Drag you to hell!

Morning wake up, went shower and eat roti prata plus an apple. (An apple a day to keep the doctor away) let me tell you guy something, my phone is totally spoil! you know why? because i my phone didn't ring but even it ring, it not seem to be ringing. i gone nut! one o'clock i called Michelle, thinking that she confirm haven wake up one. It's true! She really haven wake up! so she faster go prepare and i go prepare myself too! faster rush to jurong point, when i say something about benny and after few second we really saw him! So cool, as we are too rush to buy movie ticket so we didn't call him. we thought we were late but lucky we didn't late for the movie called 'Drag me to the Hell'! This ia already a nice show and quite scary! i shouted in the movie theater, because of me michelle shouted too! the movie shouldn't put as PG, should be NC16 or even M18? LOlllll. The Salted popcorn is nice, try it man!

Michelle, let's go to watch Transformers Movie Marathon! It's really worth it, i count the price already!( Michelle think hard okay!) Six plus we take train back choachukang, went buy drinks. Mummy called me said you not going for your yoga lesson? OMG! I really forget about my yoga lesson, i nearly run back home. I walk as fast i could, then rush down to my yoga lesson. If i'm not wrong tomorrow i will be going out with anna and shihui's friend at night. :D

Last night i change my blogskin. i change my old blog into another link.I decide to forget everything! i think i should forget because he is just playing around but i really don't mind he play finish come back find me. the thing is he won't be back to me, is to someone else! after seeing all those thing, i really feel very hopeless so i decide delete all my memory! :D i know i can right? haha. Forget everything!
你们会在想再一起只不过七天，会爱多少对吧？
Maybe i should really believe in, 是你的就是你的，不是你的就不是你的？

Come back to me?

Today i went watch 'Ghost of girlfriend past', it make me feel quite sad too.

Sjh, i don't know will you be back to me? I still miss you! I miss you !
my heart still very pain but ... i have never regret knowing you, i miss you.
i really still don't understand you just left me like that.

Will you still miss me? come back to me?

My heart feel so pain! it pain, i know i can love you alot!
i will always remember what you say before you close the cab door for me. (me too!)
7June2009, 29 May2009 the only two days we met up and i will miss it.
i will remember 030609,0432pm:D
Lastly, Darling i love you我爱你!